The Faithful One

2009-08-23T02:13:00.002+08:00

iphone or itouch? what's wrong with me buying iphone rather to an itouch? Both are about the same what. F***ing showing attitude cause of such thing. Ever consider what's my feeling?! You've seriously changed...i might just let go very soon this time.

2009-08-06T01:43:00.001+08:00

J came over and we drank a bit, out of boredom we took pics...

2009-07-22T14:05:00.002+08:00

Nothing seems to go my way lately...planned to go Sentosa today but on Mon nite i found out it's gonna rain. Managed to make things better, thinking today might not rain afterall since Tues didn't. But heaven's will...such thing just have to happen to let other thing happen.

I've reach my limits, i'm seriously tired of all these same old drama. Not like i've never tried...it just rebounce back badly. You'll never understand...the sacrifices i've made. Those that meant so much to me...yet this is how it's going to end after all these times.

2009-07-20T20:16:00.003+08:00

Okay...as requested by K, i shall blog bout Fook You People day. It's on 18 July last Sat morning 8am, at W25C.

So, early morning i went punggol to meet V and Nas. Then i went to meet my FYP teammates and we went to register first as we want the white board, which ended up not using it.

As the clock strike 9...two female facilitators came towards us. One is JY another is Ju(for personal privacy names will not be named), both are females that came in and checked our logbooks first thing first. My logbook was the least pages of all and seems to get a bad grading cause i saw them tick the behind boxes when the front ones are the good comments.*f**k* They posted us questions immediately without us having to present=.= and unlucky enough i got K's portion which i totally had no f***ing idea bout. Thus, i just smoke through it by talking nonsense as usual.

Then after them came one nice female faci too, she's friendly and kind. So, not much of a trouble...then after her came SOB. Wonder what's SOB? come on i'm sure you all know what it stands for=) Yes, SOB is being his typical self and shot us like paper dolls for paint ball battle. Worst of all he's being totally stupid by not getting what i'm deriving at...WOW bravo dudeee you SURPRISED me. Best of all you made my dear fren K so pissed that she just have to shut you up by continuing explain her part.

Then, it was break time so went to snap some pics and wondered around and back to class waiting patiently for other two. Then came this nice female faci AGAIN...yes!! she's young and very friendly that we can joke around with. Lastly, was LWS...this is the female version of SOB. She practically just aimed me and ZH. Especially ZH...poor him got shot so badly that he felt so sad by the end of the day. So...here are the pics enjoy yo...BYE (F)OOK (Y)OU (P)EOPLE!!

2009-07-13T02:44:00.002+08:00

Sat

Went to work and left at 9pm to meet T and ZY...then J joined us a moment later. J ar still haven quit smoking*tsk tsk* Okay then we met Te on the train at Dover and off to Clarke Quay. Birthday boy C have yet to reached when we're there so they took a puff while waiting. When C reached, we tried going Crazy Elephant but it's packedd!! So, went to Boat Quay's random pub that T always frequent.

Drank 1/2 bottle Chivas and 1 Martell with green tea and coke. Played with a few girls working there, from their looks quite young. So, i asked T for their age and he told me about 18-20?? They looked kinda scandalous too lor*tsk tsk* So, we played 10-15 hand games , car games and dice games. Overall was sort of boring as it's not my kind of place, i prefer club afterall!! Couldn't stand the smoke smell so asked C to go down find some place to eat chicken wings with me. Then half way through that idiot complaint tummyache so had to go off badly, so i took cab too. Before leaving i saw Te drunk already so is J*haha* only T is still wanting to drink another bottle of Martell. So, that's roughly bout it...byeee

2009-06-29T00:45:00.005+08:00

Sat

Rushed finish my f***ing report till 5.30pm then bathed and headed down to cousin's house. J managed to create Windows into cousin's macbook after so long*THKS* At 6.30pm my cousins, aunts, uncle and i went down to the cab we've booked and off to T3 airport. All of the cousins, aunts and uncle were there to sent one of my cousin off to Brisbane to study. It was kinda surprising that all of us took the day off and time to send her off. So, we all settled our dinner at Earle's Swensen about 25 of us? and the whole bill cost about 600++ Okay here are the pics...

F(star of the day),M,B&J

Cousins(not all)

Babies!!

Younger twin

Older twin

Sun

Slept till 3-4plus eversince yesterday i came home bout 12plus and slept at 1plus? Yes, i am very very tired. Didn't sleep properly for three days, no one else to blame but myself till now i'm still very tired. Got a letter from RP and yarh Mum scolded me. Feel so lethargic now that i want a break from everything...i want to be away for awhile but i can't. Words are spreading around in my family that next yr after i grad. Oh well f***...

2009-06-19T01:40:00.001+08:00

Nothing i do can compare to what T can do...maybe i'm just not that good all these time. Sorry to be such a disappointment.

2009-06-11T00:44:00.003+08:00

Finally ended my FYP lab procedure...now left the proper report and everything is done for individuals. We're now left with the poster and presentation. Two weeks holiday is about to end in another few more days...didn't really rest much been traveling a lot. Today went out with A and K to town for a little walk after such a long time. The place we once hang out so often changed so much till i look so kuku there. We went to Aston to eat for dinner then wanted chocolate fondue at Haagendaz but it's closed. So headed home.

Quarrels...

2009-05-24T23:47:00.002+08:00

Last Fri MH, W, V and me went over to JL's house for mahjong session...we took 168 from woodlands to bedok north avenue 3 which is ohh my freaking godddd long. The first thing we did when we reached JL's house was to rest!! Haha...we slacked for bout 15 mins or so then headed to blk 85 for dinner.

The whole hawker was so packed and smoky but lucky enough we managed to find a table and ordered our food. So, they all ate Ba Chor Mee which is kinda famous there not the typical kind but the traditional original one that is soup base not dry one. I ordered Hokkien Mee cause i don't eat pork. Then went to NTUC to buy junkies and off to JL's house to mahjong.

We had one round of drink they drank with coke while i drank it neat, cause i don't like gassy drinks. Anyway finally managed to book my FTT after like what? a year later...yeah hols coming oh well whatever no mood now bye.

What i do again...

2009-05-08T09:56:00.002+08:00

TODAY aT 9.15-9.30 a STYUPID RETARDED BUS DRIVER OF 502 SPLASH A FKING PUDDLE OF WATER ONTO ME!!!! IT'S LIKE TSUNAMI LIKE THAT , MY WHOLE BODY WAS SOAKED NOT FROM THE RQIN BUT THE SLPASH OF WATER. SERIOUSLY IS DAMN FK UP. @#&\?$£%

2009-05-04T02:40:00.002+08:00

Life's been a little screwed up recently, as i've been neglecting some frens and be with another group of frens now. Sorry people as i'm doing it for certain reasons...i'll make it up to you soon. Give me some more time to put everything back in place okay?

What a beautiful face...

2009-04-26T00:38:00.002+08:00

Okayyy...firstly thanks to those who wished me on my birthday and the presents too much appreciated=) Sch has started already kinda boring, busy, rush and i don't know what...no time for like eating if not no time for research-.-*pfft* Been late for sch everyday for 15mins no matter how early i get up or leave house still late...oh well just try my best not to be late again lor=)

Today went to meet K, H, S, R, A and S at town to surprise A's 20th birthday...can't really say the surprise is successful but A was touched and cried*aaawwww~* HAHA...yapps then went to HOPE church there to eat and drink, then we saw Patricia Mok(mediacorp artist) after that we went to walk around then some left. We also saw Pan Ling Ling(mediacorp artist too) at Far East...seems like today is their day off to go shopping.

Alrite lazyy to continue so byeeeee;)

My secret valentine...

2009-04-14T01:13:00.005+08:00

8 April

Went out with L, M, J, C, W and C to drink. Plan was to go Gotham Penthouse while waiting we went to The Arena first. It was said that the free flow starts at 9pm, but it's actually 10pm and you had to queue up for it. Worst of all the amount was like only a shot glass(mini) that much but was put on a martini glass those triangle kind. Yeah...we drank a few glasses(plastic) then head to Gotham but was being rejected as the bouncer said we had to DRESS up*pui* So having no where to go we head to Zirca and each had five free drinks and additional 10 or so from a fellow RP-ian :D Blah blah...drank, dance, puke, ate and homed.L, J, C, J & CRetard of the day*hahaha*Queue for free flow*singaporean*The size of the drinks=(All of us except L(photographer)Us in Zirca*hohoho**HAHAHA* M's high!!Alcoholics =)These should be what you call FREE FLOW kind of glasses=.=Erm...i was pushed up by JoDumb i think? Fun anyways :DThe drunkards beside C...I didn't mean to point =D*hehe*Trust meee...i'm OKAY!*LOL*She should be the one you guys gotta worry man!*Superwoman DOWN**HAHAHA* That's the end of Wed ppl =)

Worked from 9 to 12 April did nothing much but rushing my dumbass REPORT ;\ and today went to eat with SY, K, A and C long time no see frens=) Went to Fish & Co to eat and had a little billing problem*haha* SY treated me as a birthday treat*THANKS* and off we went home as all shops were closed when we're done eating...Till then BYE!
Pieces don't fit anymore...

2009-04-05T23:35:00.002+08:00

Nature never fails to wow me =)
The great escape
Hulk faceee~ *LOL*
Due to boredom ytd so played webcam with Han*haha* Asked him to make some funny face for entertainment and well yeah it's very hilarious. Laughing to my laptop in the wee hours*hahaha* Well at least this small little entertainment did lighten my mood =) Shaun (fyp faci) sent the report back and it's so BOMBED in RED =( Just by looking at it is a BIG TURN OFF...how to kill your joy? open your webmail look at those fyp stuffs then open your report that'll do the job PERFECTLY WELL~ Alrite...at least i managed to erm...read finish a book i borrowed for a year now? Left it to rot and collect dust some where in my house.

One night/morning my ex-shepherd messaged me and when i was bout to turn in to bed, i opened my drawer to take something and the most out standing thing i saw was my BIBLE. So, i picked it up and just randomly opened. I did flipped to the first page till the contents and was sure nothing was there. Then, when i was looking through the Proverbs a little card dropped out from the front. What was on the card felt so right =) i guess it's just a hint from God? Nights people...

2009-04-03T04:35:00.002+08:00

I think it's time for me to head down the driving range,

hit some balls to lighten myself up.

Unstable moods these few months, need to chill.

Seriously.

Thanks for remembering shepherd=)

2009-03-30T03:33:00.002+08:00

Still remember the dream, vividly playing over and over

again in my head unwillingly.

The pain's real and etched deep down.

If only i could forget it, or i should just let go and move on.

Crawling back to the old self that i had abandon,

for the better. Exhaustion's the only way,

for me to stop the thoughts. Hide behind the

facade happiness, perhaps the best way now.

I see it coming already.

2009-03-28T01:38:00.004+08:00

25th March HAPPY GRANNY DAY!! =D
Left: M, J, L, C
Four buddies and er...extra?*hee*
L and C
When pushing ppl into the pool is the main objective of the nite =\
SURPRISEEE!!!
The dorky birthday hats we have to put on~
Result of being bored...
Oh oh!! Here comes the kidnappers and 'kids'??*haha*

Alrite so practically the pics sums it all up on what happened on 26th March. I was lucky enough to not get thrown into the pool, but had dripping wet girls(only ones that went in the pool) either sit on me or hug me =.= THKS PPL for making me SO DRY!! All the guys managed to escape from being kicked/pushed into the pool =\

Ignorance is indeed a bliss.

2009-03-26T01:52:00.003+08:00

Responsibilities come to you as you grow older by the day.

Be it for the family or the things around you.

They'll come when you least expected it to,

and all at once.

I don't like them, i'm irresponsible type...

HAPPY BDAY DOOF & GRANNY!!

2009-03-23T19:56:00.002+08:00

Sooo...tired~ did the stupid report till 9am and my words hanged on me. Stoned at it for 15 minutes in despair and caused my big hard drive to crash to the floor =.= Had no choice but to give it a go and plug out my batt and AC, in hope that words will auto EVBRY bit of what i did. On my laptop and TADAA~ found it!!!! almost kill my dad for nagging at me due to the HD ;| annoyance.

Okayy on a happier note, cousin-in-law is PREGNANT!!! LOL~ now it's revenge time on my cousin for bullying all the kids. His daughter shall pay for what the daddy does*hehe* Mum was kinda jealous as my sis(loser) till now has no news? *haha...hint for sis* Oh...well~ my head is mal functioning byeee~

Somewhere i long to be...

2009-03-21T04:22:00.000+08:00

Your irresponsible actions disgust me.

2009-03-17T23:42:00.000+08:00

A little alcohol and i see my blueberry morning=)

i see you, blueberry morning.

2009-03-14T16:44:00.002+08:00

Went IT fair twice...yeah loser*haha* first time was with L and M, didn't expect to see anything i would feel like buying so brought little cash. L was late for once!! so...M and i loitered around till L arrived. We went straight to Samsung booth to check out the camera L is interested in, the crowd was as usual A LOT, although it's a weekday. While L was deciding which model to buy, i went to Sigma? some camera brand to see the prices of the lens. So, i asked one of the sales men how much it'll cost he said 1...0...8(i thought waa!!so CHEAP!!) then came a 9=.= So the lens cost $1089 awesome man just walked off*haha*. After L bought her camera, we went to walk around to look for mouse, earpiece and speakers. I didn't buy anything on the day so decided to go the next day. It's kinda surprising to see that Creative backed out this year =(

Fri's IT fair was the worst!!! ppl practically just go there to squeeze and be with the crowd=.= !@#$%^ i bathed already nice smell go there then got bunch of smelly and sticky ass...So, got pissed off just walk to microsoft grab a mouse pay then head of to senheisser did the same and out of the freaking shit hole. Sat at the fountain to msn awhile, while waiting to the slow HY to come that took him so long due to traffic jam! ;| Then when he arrived off to Cafe Cartel to eat...fries, chicken wings, mango cake, strawberry ice cream=.= can dieee~ Chatted a little bout his loser bunk mates*haha* then head home.

2009-03-13T02:30:00.002+08:00

Things to buy, money to save! :D

1. Speakers

2. Watch

3. Lens

4. Clothes

5. Ear piece

6. Laptop

7. Dog (maybe a new doggie?)

8. Mouse

9. Change of specs lens

10. Shoes (if there's any)

2009-03-10T01:19:00.000+08:00

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2009-03-09T23:30:00.002+08:00

Okay the following is a series of MARBEL'S unfortunate events for 9.3.09...

Reached Vivo at 2plus and M, L, C and me went into N.U.M to look for my shirt. So the first unfortunate event started...M and C were whacking each other around at the havaianas area. They were whacking with their hands and also throwing a volley beach ball. Ended up, M got hit on the face i think*hahaha*.

Then we walked around to look at cameras and BS's birthday present. On our way to some shops, i threw the ball at M and it hit her shoulder where it's supposed to be her HEAD!!!=.= (as usual C and M were still whacking each other no matter where they go). So, we went to Giant to see ball for C, then it's at there that the funniest thing happened. Vivo's Giant have these few water dispenser for shoppers to drink. So, as the dumb M walked towards it wanting to have a sip of water...she didn't realize that the water tank is not there(store water). Although there were no cups, M pressed the dispenser in hope that water might trickle down...but C and i were laughing mad as THERE'S NO WATER IN THE FIRST PLACE!!!*hahaha* After some time, it was L's turn to be the idiot and tried to drink water from the dispenser. This time hers got cups but still no water tank!!! Same as the r-tarded M she too pressed thinking that water will come out...at that moment C and me were laughing insanely!!(no wonder M and L are frens XD)

We had our dinner at BK and talked a little with some funny shit...especially those said by M*awesome stories* So, we went to Toys R Us to waste time and it's M's phobia to enter due to previous incident. After walking for some time, M started the war by throwing a ball at er...C yarh. *HAHAHA* then we played along the way till the baby section. M saw this hammer toys and took it to attack L and C, so they fought for some time when...M got KICKED by L at the AH HEM. *BAHAHAHA!!!* It was f***ing hilarious...we all except M(groaning in pain) were laughing non-stop till our jaws and stomach ached. Then some of her actions made us laughed again when we're finally able to stop...So, the war continues when M threw another ball at C and we were chasing M when she was running from us. In the end she got whacked by C with a styrofoam(whatever you spell it) thing. There're some caucasian kids looking at us in fear*hohoho*

Lastly, we went to Diaso and at there we took some toys and play as usual M was being attacked*haha* this time from the back by L. Practically, today was attacking M's day but along the way we all had our fun, laughters that comes with tears as it was too much. Alrite...off now tired shit.

That's a secret=)

2009-03-08T04:46:00.003+08:00

If things wouldn't turn awkward after telling you the truth,

i would have done so. Fact is, you might have known

the truth, just simply pretending not to.

For now, i think staying this way is good enough.

Enjoying every moment with you.

2009-02-28T22:34:00.002+08:00

Alriteee...Fri nite which is yesterday, yes i went to cut my hair at westmall in the noon then off to meet L and M. *Haha* As usual i'm late...okay very late actually 30mins late =D(sorry). Off to Kopitiam to eat dinner and headed off to ZOUK!!! At the bus stop we're negotiating to take 123 or 16. L suggested 123 and is only 75% sure that the bus will go where we want to, while i'm the one who suggested 16 and M sided me*hehe*

End up my bus came first over shot by one stop walked a little to ZOUK(supposedly). Okay for ZOUK visitors...you'll know that Zouk is just behind Grand Corpthone. Yes, we knew it too but...we walked to Grand Corpthone and the pathway towards Furama*idiots* Yeah...we walked one BIG BIG round then when we reached Zouk, realized that it was just THERE!! Thinking that we're early to go queue at 7pm but there were ppl before us like MANY of them=.= Typical Singaporeans...waited for till 8.30pm finally let us through!!*excited*

Took our wrist tag and see our no. for the lucky draw later on held by Nokia, 1st lucky draw winner gets to buy Nokia 5800 for only 58cents!!!*!@#$%^* 2nd draw was a 258 voucher. Whatever~ okay to the start of climax of the nite. We went straight to Winerbar once we had our wrist tag to drink till bout 9plus. Then when the clock strikes 10...THE ALL-AMERICAN REJECTS!!!!YES!!! THEY CAME TO SING JUST FOR THIS EVENT!!!WOOHOO~everyone was hyped up and when they sang yes obviously people sing along and jumped. M and L is like concert goers so must jump kind, therefore i kind and help them take pictures of AAR. The concert only lasted for 15mins damn fast!! Then Muttons(98.7fm) came to host a bit to waste time till the draw time!!

Okay short cut...it was 10.58pm EVERYONE looked into the LCD screen searching for their no. in hope that it would appear. Then...while i was looking through M shouted in joy*DAMN IT* she won the lucky draw*envious* congrats anyway A hole(hahaha). So i didn't win the 1st draw then thinking i might win the 2nd one but still none...sadness i call my mum to come pick me up and pay my phone*HAHA* Yeah i'm spoilt;| If you want watch the video of AAR come to me i'll show you. IT'S AWESOMEmo~

What's meant to be will be.

2009-02-26T04:05:00.002+08:00

Ever had that feeling, whereby everything felt so right yet it's wrong?

One moment you're all happy, and the next it's like you fell from a great height.

Why fight for happiness, when it doesn't even last?

Never learn how to treasure, till you lost it.

When you're missing bout the past, it's then

you realize that they're gone.

i like you, just the way you are=)

2009-02-20T04:17:00.004+08:00

Last week about Fri or something i don't know...went out with Ky and Ade to drink though a minor headache came suddenly. We went to Forbidden City to drink they ordered don't know what shit and i ordered Bubble Gum that yes freaking taste like bubble gum big turn off. 2 shots 15 bucks is like wtf? seriously but who cares need the pain to go so heck it and gulp it down. Then change place to go Double O but too long queue. Oh...Alvin came to meet us like finally cause he said he was sleeping oh well~

End up as we're supposed to go Timbre initially but couldn't still end of the day we went to Timbre but it's at Old School, located at Mount Sophia. Didn't feel like drinking already but then like so weird if they all drink and i didn't, so anyhow ordered and itchy finger chose 6 shots of Sex On The Beach*fking GROSS* It tasted like cough medicine*pui* had seafood pizza which i don't really had appetite so munch one a few pieces. Send Ade off first then we're off home in separate ways.

Oh!! When i was about to go toilet when we're at Forbidden City, Ky and Ade asked where i was going*haha* i said i was going toilet and made the smoking action. When i came back they looked at me like i did something bad=.= and questioned if i smoked. What a silly pair of girls...DON'T WORRY I WILL SMOKE SOON WHEN I MEET MY FREN!!!=D

2009-02-18T23:17:00.006+08:00

28 Jan.

We woke up around 8plus or so i think...took a bus to some place in macau that has this famous restaurant. So, we went there to have our brunch waited for bout 5mins or so and got out seats at different areas as there're too many people. The oldies were sitting at level 1 while the youngsters were at level 2. We ordered shrimp wanton noodles, pork buns( no i didn't eat!!), oyster sauce veg and fried wanton(BIG man). Then, after eating we went to walk around and adults bought those local snacks while the youngsters went to take pictures*haha*

Time for bed...and we'll be back in Singapore on the 29 Jan nite.

2009-02-16T00:55:00.005+08:00

27 Jan.

So...every packed their bags and goes off to macau for one nite. We took the ship there which is about 30mins ride i guess. The weather there was way way colder than Hong Kong, we can see smoke coming out of our mouths while talking or even breathing!!=) My aunt saw smoke coming out of my cousin's mouth and thought he was smoking!*haha* Okay, we stayed in the 6 stars hotel Venetian. There's this river in the hotel i think ppl knows, and there will be a man singing loudly~ The branded stuffs are all there!!! Kinda cheap as in compared to Singapore~ We went to the China boarder too which i think is Shen Zhen...okay i can only say one word HORRIBLE.

The face explains it all on the food and drinksOkayy...check out time!

2009-02-14T04:12:00.001+08:00

SPECIAL POST FOR MY LONG LONG TIME 'SISTER' 7/8yrs?

HAPPY BIRD DAYYYY TOOOO YOU!!!! BYATCH!!! and you owe me present for being first to wish you!!!AWESOMEMOOO!!

14.2.09

2009-02-08T23:10:00.006+08:00

26 Jan.

Okay so today...as in 26 Jan, we all woke up earlier than usual as we are going to some mountain area to pray to the BIG BUDDHA statue. The pics will show you the journey...

A little nite shopping to end the day. B.Y.E

2009-02-05T00:41:00.006+08:00

25 Jan

Went to airport with parents and Toh's with granny too. We sat the van that we hired, we're the first to reach the T3 airport while waiting for Ho's to arrive.

So, we reached Hong Kong in the morning about 10plus and headed towards out hotel.

Now...we're heading out of the hotel for a walk~

Time for bed=) nite fellas~

2009-02-03T01:20:00.002+08:00

Went to Hong Kong during the Chinese New Year...very lazy to update bout it now. Some other time then=)

Sweet nothings.

2009-01-20T01:14:00.003+08:00

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

Let every obstacles faced be the pushing force of your life.

Your fall is other people's joy, so have faith in yourself.

2009-01-15T17:14:00.003+08:00

Another week or rather 4 more days of school and it's HOLIDAYS!!! Too bad i still got to study...if not i would also like to apply the job as caretaker of Great Barrier Reef~ Well...before even going there i have to learn to scuba diveee~=D which i think not so soon...no money and time. Mummy has been asking me to faster get my driving license which apparently i dragged for say...nearing 6mths or more than that?

Did nothing much recently besides schooling, homing and go out walk...will be away very soon. Many ppl's birthday are coming too must start saving money especially when it's MARCH=.= okay...i shall be a good kid and study immunology since genetics is goner for me=) This is a happy post so Ky don't complain my blog emo!!!;*haha*
Only fooling myself

2009-01-09T20:20:00.003+08:00

I want to run and escape from everything right now.

After all, i'm still unable to face you.

Just give me some peace.

2009-01-08T22:14:00.002+08:00

Started sch on 5 Jan, totally moodless to study or even do a thing. Been sick since Sat, my body is rejecting sch i guess? People in the class are starting to disappear every now and then. Final Year Project is coming up, totally no mood but also no choice. People around me are all starting to drive whilst me still dragging my life by lazing around.

Finally is Fri can rest again so tired from everything around me. I'm getting kinda horrible, attitude problem starting to surface again. Just waiting for one day for something bad happen only...so tired. J i posted and if you read this HY ask you tml want go out with us at night bout 9plus.
Feels somewhat different now.

2009-01-05T18:39:00.004+08:00

Every thought there's you, unable to shut you out.

The fact scares me, daunting at times.

Tired from school.

I doubt it's true.

2009-01-02T01:43:00.002+08:00

31 December 08 was a horrible or rather unexpected, as many things happened plans didn't go well, people around me all are unhappy. People of Singapore practically squeezed at Marina, Orchard and mixtures of foreigners are at Sentosa. Took pictures of the fireworks but won't put up as i think it's damn ugly.

1 Jan 09 the first few hours was spent sighing and vexing on what to do till we decided to settle down at Hooters=.= BAD CHOICE!!!*hahaha*why? well...spent my entire fortune there to drink not all 3 jugs but maybe only 1 or 1.5jugs? Luckily the start of new year wasn't that bad. Off to bed now, hope tml will be good for everyone.
If it's so hard, why hang on?

2008-12-31T02:52:00.003+08:00

29 December went fishing with classmates. Woke up at er...9plus i think obviously LATE again but okay lar i'm not LAST!! ZK is last one so he suay treat us dinner*hahaha i saved money*=D So, we went to Vivo Giant buy craps then set off to go Labrador fishing. The distance to labrador is damn LONG!!! walk till leg tireddd only source of food was Kaya bread some more!!=( no choice ppl like us who don't drive only can walk...

Okay so we started fishing at i think 1.30pm by then was high tide, which is GREAT! means fishes are everywhere swimming!!!! Then at er...i think 3 or 4 plus? I CAUGHT A FISH!!!hahaha...but don't know what fish is that soooo we threw back to the sea for a second chance of living. Not long later big black clouds swam towards us!! Our no.1 joker of the day Wilson caught many seaweeds and don't know what? The most hilarious of all was...PILLOW!!!!*HAHAHA* i was jokingly saying "Eh! Wilson later you catch until the pillow then we all confirm laugh at you!" oh...well~ he proved it to us that he could and we did all laughed at him. It was soo damn funny as he was like fooling around, dipping the bait in and out of water. Out of no where the pillow just drifted to him and TADAA he got it. Unforgetable. Not long later rain started to pour and Ian's fish chose this timing to take the bait and we must CHIONG!!! all the way back to our shelter after he caught that idiot fish.

Dinner as said was by ZK Ryzzal, Ian and me had this AWFUL fishball noodles & laksa from the stall in front of us. Zk and wilson had the one i intended to eat yet so lazy to queue up for Cha Kway Tiao. Then off we go...walked a little in Vivo and i went off to meet mum to eat a proper dinner!! Alrite...i'm off to bed tml's New Year Eve time to drink and celebrate(not really). Oh!! and a little video of my adorable twins:D

My weird fish-.- that's how the top of the fish looks.Ryzzal helped to hold the fish while Wilson pulled the hook out.

2008-12-27T02:51:00.002+08:00

25 December! Worked during the night shift at mum's place at had a little small small friend gathering too. Everyone's supposed to come or REACH by 6pm but only punctual person as usual is HY, after him was Doof and last of course J. By the time he reached customers were streaming in and out already so i don't really have much time to chit chat too. Hy told us bout his stupid groupm mates in army and his reason for the lost of voice. Then, he had to leave to report back to camp. Sat we're meeting again for another small gathering*haha* IF he can march properly if not...TOO BAD stay back in Tekong 2days marching by yourself!!

Alrite...so ended work Teresa came too as we're all supposed to go drinking at DXO at Esplanade there; We went there met with Yuan He then paid for some day member shit thing for a dollar. Ordered the drinks anddddd as it's supposed to me ladies nite like the website stated...BUT WHEN I ASKED IT WASN'T!!!GOD DAMN IT!!! My itchy mouth ordered the most expensive drinks out of all five=.= There goes my pay too...then off to some ulu pub at Boat Quay. WAAA!! i damn dislike there man!!! the noise is seriously NOISE!! worst place ever~

Now i can kind of understand why smokers are unable to stop smoking, well it isn't an ADDICTION, it's more of a HABIT. People smoke when they have nothing to do like when you're boredd and the only thing you can do is smoke. Your fingers will just flick open the box and grab a stick, light it up and puff away. I think once this kind of habit is gone, smoking will stop. If it's an addiction i don't think my mum would be able to quit so quickly and willingly=). Anyways...i'm off to staring at ceiling with unwanted thoughts in my head again. Pics wait till J sent me HE'S A SLOW SLOW PORKKKK!!

2008-12-23T02:49:00.008+08:00

22nd December!! Time for the usual US to gather for 'exchange gifts' yes...for x'mas. So, we meet at Miss Clarity Cafe at Bugis there but not EXACTLY there need to walk some distance. Everyone was in a jolly mood, all can't wait to exchange their gifts and see the expressions on each other faces. The funniest is ZH*haha* cause i told him it's okay to wrap in newspaper, then when the rest saw it they all laughed at him=D. Everyone bought presents for everybody and some were HUGE that my pathetic bag cannot fit in=.= Okay here are the pichaas~

Our table no.

The people~

Black pepper chicken(boneless)

Er...fish bake rice?Soft shell crab pasta~

Er...this i don't know

Chicken thigh~Some pasta=D
Lamb and er...egg and ham and wedges?

Fish something=)This waiter BEST so bluR still dare take=.=The girls but without Adele(camera girl)Under the massive treeMY PRESENTS!!!oh!!! and one maggie mee.
B.Y.E

2008-12-20T00:57:00.002+08:00

Fuck it man life is just so fucking fucked up. You're just one big fucking fuck asshole who ruines my life! You should just fucking die off!! go get murdered or road accident just fucking fuck off i don't need you in my life! Fucking cheebye asshole jerk!!!

2008-12-11T21:43:00.002+08:00

Now everything seems plain to me

What used to be interesting isn't anymore.

People whom i think i know, aren't so.

It seems as if, it is what i think

but yet it's impossible.

Kindness taken for granted, showing

all the ungrateful side of humans.

What's treasure when you haven lost it?

Nothing's the same like it should be.

2008-12-10T00:50:00.003+08:00

Reel keychain=)
As the sun goes down...
Calmness of the waves...
Alvisa casting~
Zheng Kai caught a...LEAF!!!
Two FISHERs of the day*noobies*
It's a beautiful day~

Supposed to meet Alvisa and ZK at 10.30am but as usual, i'm lateeee craziness so early=.= So, we went off to buy fishing rods and stuffs at Beach Road walked a big round to find the place. Then, both of them bought a rod each and we're off eating and buying unnecessary things. E.g Each a knife, two towels. We then trained to Bedok and off to Sheng Shiong to buy our bait which is the horrible smelling SOTONG!!!

Finally, we cabbed to ECP and walked all the way to the jetty from Mc there :D I helped both of them to tie the hooks all those and teach them how to cast. Then, had some funny incidents like Alvisa's bottom half of his string whereby all the hooks and weights are broke off and gone!! The weights too heavy for his string no choice. Then, ZK lost a float by letting the wind blew it down the sea=.= Now, both of them dying to go fish again already planning on what new bait to use blah blah~ Total today we had 2 sugar cane and ZK still said let's go drink sugar cane again like for third time. Had a tiring and fun day now i'm off to snoozing. Tml not going to movie with Ky they all need save money and more slp~

2008-12-08T01:07:00.002+08:00

2008-12-08T00:06:00.004+08:00

Went to celebrate Zheng Kai's buffday on Sat night with the class peeps, first we went to C???? Stone at Riverwalk View or Riverview Walk?? don't remember anymore. So, while waiting for Vanessa to come we started with one bottle of red wine in 2006 or so one. As the shop is closing soon we had to chiong the wine and we had cajun chicken wings and turkish pita bread too. In total, we drank one red wine one sparkling white wine then left the place with one bottle of Smirnoff vodka.

We're supposed to like make ZK drunk then shave his hair end up we're the one who are drunk and high he's sober like a human*haha* So, we loitered the whole of Clark Quay, Boat Quay, Robertson Quay then crashed at Mac for awhile to finish the Smirnoff and another bottle of sparkling white wine. As we're supposed to go in Berlini Grande but the guys couldn't enter too young as legal age there is 23=.= We practically drank and ate a lot be it alcohol or water, all of us were very rowdy. End up Alvisa and Van went off first then the rest of us went to had early breakfast BAK KU TEH*yummy* then off home.

Slept till 12 then doof messaged bout today's concert, as to meet at what time. Before that a lot sms came in to disturb my slp too oh well~ I'll show pics lazy already.

Player for the day(reason of us going)

Ending pose

Pianist*white*Violinist*behind one*LOL~

Don't this look like a wedding pic?*hahaha*

Part I of the violin concert

Supporters!!

2008-11-30T00:20:00.003+08:00

Clubbed

Got drunk

Puked

Had fun

Exhausted

Now i truly understand.

2008-11-27T00:34:00.007+08:00

Pool time~
Blow cake(made by his mum) time!!
Naming of our cups.
The reckless driver and cook of the night~
Mich tried to jump shot*hahahaha*
Joy of the nightt =)
Everyone smiled except you HANNY!!=.=
It's supposed to look erotic but...oh well^^
LOL...scare fall down!
Leotard's block.
Ai sehhh...
*HAHA* Mich cannot go up!!
Skate away and hit my leg;|
Rach, Mich & Stacy =D
How gay can you get Hanny=.=
View from Leotard's house*wow*
The birthday boy.
Messy hair in Ben's car=.=
Pictures of Leotard's birthday.

2008-11-21T00:50:00.004+08:00

Lazy to blog so just view the OMGGG ADORABLE BABIES NEPHEWS OF MINE!!!LOVE LOVE LOVE!!!

The greedy sis(raine)
Moody Caley=(
Happy Calap!=D
The birthday boys!!!;D

It our BIRTHDAY!!=D & =(

WWhhheee!!!superman~

Ecstaticaaa~

Boreeeddd=\

Eeeyyyerrr he don't want take with me=(

Fineee pose for them not me!!;| B.Y.E

2008-11-12T00:44:00.009+08:00

Fattening dessert for the night=)
Ky...he seems to like you a lot*haha*
See lar go too many museum now kenna possessed=.=
Live art by...
Ugly Pitt;|
Queen ?? patting Saratard
Anatomy time kiddos.
Sexy ar got arrows shoot him behind*backstabbed*
Sorry kids...this is purely for ADULTS=)
Peeping Ky
Muahahaha~
The cute poke-you-pain?*haha*
Sumo and er...jr sumos?
Ohh...charming~
Cute dog!
Life in chains
Bai Jia er...xing?
J's car=.=
My ship!!
Limited edition Monopoly~
Beware SOMETHING might pop out!
Beancurd at ulu back alley
The world's watching you...
Rusty old bikes
Old fashion funeral
Human madagascar*lol*
The old man in National Museum
Outside S.A.M
Red version
Blue version
Original version
Leo the super hero
Kit-Kat Kylie (K cube)
The cooling system
Strawberry Magarita*too sweet*
The cute holland man...looks so Harry Potter here but it's Long Bar. The man in white top is as big as Santa claus or bigger and he's drunk...so he kept throwing uneaten peanuts on the ground instead of just the shell. Then when he wanted to leave he fell off the chair and the table with Holland people giggled.

2008-10-29T00:22:00.002+08:00

Okay too tired to say bout the past few days, so i'll just say that i have insufficient of sleep and my poster has finally been accepted. Thurs i'll be presenting it *AAHHH* panic shit. Alrite...damn tired BYE!!

Where has it gone to now?

2008-10-22T15:33:00.002+08:00

Okay just a brief update...

Last thurs i went for rugby and we did formation A, B and C. I played as wing*haha* the easiest position of all cause don't have to do much anyway. Then at about 8, they started to practice the formations more seriously for the game and that's when my leg had a bad blister and my boots gave in. My boots practically cracked at the bottom*haha* too old already so it's being scattered all over the field=D. I rested at one side watching them practice till 9plus and i can agree BOO is seriously one fierce woman when her face already is horrifying enough!

Sat went to ECP along with my fat dog as my godfather drove us there. Then reached there, there's a bunch of kiddos at the area where my mum sit, so i like an idiot grabbing my dog(running for his life) and throw him into the sea. Yeah i know it's kinda cruel...but i'm letting him learn how to swim whatt=( then those kiddos say i very cruel my dog don't want swim already still throw him in. ASS~ okay whatever...after that went to eat Long Beach tried their so called famous Black Pepper crabs but nahh...i think Chilli crabs are the best=)

Yesterday went out with J to buy shorts tried on one but so baggy but it's already the smallest size=.= gees...so walked around end up emptied handed. Worst of all when we decided to watch movie GV Vivo got some shit ass nite for their employees so we got no where to watch movies as other places also stop having movie at around 9plus*pissed off* Went home watched my own movies and shows even better ;|

Today woke up at 1plus then off to start on my poster but got lazy again*hahaha* going out later anyway to buy shorts=D okay...off to poster again ciaos~

Love the way you loved me.

2008-10-15T01:07:00.002+08:00

Modern Cinderella

Written by: Anonymous

Created by: Anonymous

Once upon a time, in a land far far away

there lived a girl and her two stepsisters

and their mother.

The stepmom and sis always bully the girl

called er...cinderella.

The mom and sis are very rich

and always go out have fun

play, eat, drink, watch movies

while cinderella stayed at home

srubbing cleaning and keeping everything.

Yeah

One day, there is a grand ball for the prince

to welcome him home

from studying overseas.

Cinderella hoped to go because she

never been there before

and she want to eat good food

like sashimi, sushi, pizza, pasta,

chyneeze foood: wanton mee, cereal, fruits

etc etc.

So she begged her step mom

she said 'i will clean the whole house twice in 1 day!

and give you manicure and massage forever

and ever if you let me go'

But nopes! says the step mom coz shes a mean ass

she said STAY

and clean the hall!

So cinderella said boohoo

and she stayed and clean

Then suddenly,

someone pop out from nowhere!

it was a bright white light

Santa claus? said cindrella

Nopes said the light

Genie? said cindrella

Nopes said the light

God? said cindrella

Nopes said the light

Suddenly, the light disappeared!

and it wasssssssssssssssss

prince!

my dog

kidding...

There was an old woman there with wings!

Im your fairy godmother!

she said i duno why i never appear before this

to prevent all the shit cleaning for happening but here i am!

she said so that i can pretend i care alot for you

anyways!

Give me pumpkin, 4 mice and a cockroach!

Cindrella went to find all this

and give it to her

She waved her wand!

poof!

The pumpkin became ferrari 457,

the mice became the horse

and the cockroach became the chauffeur!

The mice was like 'eh! what we become horses for!'

and the fairy god mother said

'duh! send me home la, still want me fly meh,

i damn shagged one ok!' and so

and so cinderella went into the ferrari

BROOOOOOOOOM BROOOOOOOOOOOOM

They reached the ball

Oh yeah shit

She got no dress, rewind

POOF!

dress!

Pretty pretty expensive gown

She went into the palace, wah wah she said

then she went to the corner of the ballroom and swayed.

The prince saw her and thought 'what a weirdo',

then his friend smack his head 'youre a weirdo too.'

So, he was like oh yeah! and he went to say hi!

then they danced.

And cinderella was like =)

and the prince was like HI!

and she was like HI!

and they were like love

Cinderella was so happy she wanted to go pee

so she said

brb princey needa pee.

She went to the toilet and halfway through peeing,

The fairy godmom popped out!

Boo she said!

Just now i forgot tell you to get your ass home

by 12 midnight else your ferrari will be a pumpkin

coz i am old

and my magic wearing off ):

and poof! she's gone.

Cinderella wear back her panties and

washed her hands and looked at the clock

1156pm!!

she jumped down from the toilet door window

and ran to the ferrari!

she jumped and shouted to the cockroach

MOVE IT!

so they BROOM BROOM home.

Just as she was at the door her dress started to melt,

she ran to her room to change and the bell rang.

DONG DONG DONG DONG (twelve times ok)

whew! she said..

and went to clean

suddenly she felt weird

hey! where's my other shoe!!

meanwhileeeeeeee, back at the palace

wah tired sia

The prince knocked on the toilet door

Hey hey! he said open up!

So he knocked down the door when there wsnt any reply

and there was just a lonely shoe there.

I must go find that girl with this shoe he said!

and the next day he went round

and made everyone try the shoe

but only girls

gays not allowed

So on and on they tried and tried

trying to squeeze their leg in

feets, feet, foot

anyways

Then the prince came to the last house,

Cinderellas house.

She hid behind the curtains coz the step mom ask her to

and watched her sisters try on the shoe,

squeezing and squeezing.

The prince was very sad,

he asked if there are any more girls in the house

No says the step mom

er...how cinderella come out ah?

“That awful untidy girl simply cannot have been at the ball,”

snapped the stepmother.

“Tell the Prince he ought to marry one of my two daughters!

Can't you see how ugly Cinderella is?”

But, to everyone’s amazement, the shoe fitted perfectly.

ahahahha thats what the website says

Oh well

So the prince was like YES!!

woohoo!=)

Then cinderella was like HI!

and the prince was like HI!

Then they jumped into the prince's real ferrari

and drive away to the palace

and they got married asap

and lived happily ever ever after

*play ever ever after by carrie underwood*

2008-10-14T00:45:00.003+08:00

Skipped class today and studied for UT but aaahhh no use anyways~ so went to see doc Yang with dad and he said my second line of defense is down=.=*BOO*so my lymph node is infected with bacteria. Kinda surprised that he'll say in such immunological terms~woohoo...and he thinks i'm working=.= am i soo OLD!?!?!

Oh well...didn't study for Chem UT too, damn tired to study thks to the meds=.=okay i cannot take it intoxicated byeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

You'll always be a part of me.

2008-10-12T21:52:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, my mum and i watched this taiwanese program so damn funny that we kept laughing*hahaha* then as i go to bed to sleep cause i got work today morning...my body shiver like as if i'm in an air-con room. Then at around morning 6plus i cannot take it as my body was damn hot but yet i feel cold internally, i took my temperature and it was like 38 something degree=.=

I covered myself with my thick blanket but still damn cold, so the whole day today i was like lying on the bed unable to have a proper sleep. Then i have to skip work and outing with J and Hy, oh well all i can say is God just doesn't want me to meet you=D*hohoho* J don't say i bad hor not i purposely but it just happened.

So, i keep on taking my temperature and it increased to 39.1=.=i'm like am i going to be r-tarded soon?*hahaha* and it's only 8plus so no one in my house is awake. See...if i got something happened confirm die one*LOL* then i try sleeping again but keep waking up and the time tick damn slow...

Then i decided to go online through my mobile and yeahh...the ohh soo kind KYLIE came to msn me just to disturb my sleep and she says it's one of her favourite hobby=.= What a saddist rite? worst is that she likes to bully her neighbour's cat Sukie. Okay cannot take it already byee...UT tml suk big big time!!

You still affect me somehow.

2008-10-11T01:22:00.002+08:00

Fri had UT after sch it was alrite...but the problem for biochem killed me totally~ lucky i went to find Prof Stacy=D and she helped clear my doubts somehow i have bad memory ar. Yeah...named a pokemon Wrinkly*hahaha* monster should know=)

Oh!! in the morning once again saw unwanted people BOO~ thought i won't who knows suddenly appear in front of my queue nehhh pok!!*hahaha* Oh well...a pleasant surprise from Toon!! He came to RP so of all people i only called Jimbo as chin not free then i lazy contact others. We had a little chat and hohoho Toon spilled his own beans and we know his little secret.

After UT, same few people went to have dinner while i watch them eat=.= then off to home...wanted to watch Dark Knight end up dozing off and mum called to ask me go over to her restaurant there to paint the walls. Damn tired so finished painting by 11plus and off to eat my dinner cum supper CHILLI CRAB!!!WOOHOO~ okay tired shit byeeee.

When hope begins to fade.

2008-10-07T00:36:00.003+08:00

Isn't it true that unexpected things always

happen to you, in the most unexpected ways?

The more you try to avoid it, the more

you'll have to face it.

It's only when i least expected to see

you out of all the times, there

you are standing with the crowd. Not being

very out standing but still something

tells me to look in your way.

This time my gaze doesn't fall long on you,

a mere glance was all it takes.

You are someone who used to be all

i see and care about, but things changed.

Everything changed, people who once used to be

friends became the stranger i once chance upon.

If life is really like a rainbow,

i would want all my seven colours

to never ever fade.

2008-10-05T23:36:00.002+08:00

Yesterday rushed out of house at only 10.45pm when i'm supposed to reach Clarke Quay at like 11pm. HEHE...sorry ar tried my best already cause too last min ar=) So, met up with Louise and Hanny there, main purpose is to watch soccer. *HAHAHA* We walked the entire The Cannery just to find some place to sit and watch soccer but all the TV so small plus our dress code like don't match. Then, Louise suggested that we go Furama Hotel as she THINKS there got...yeah we all walked there and when we're there she said EH...*haha* then Hanny very du lan said i hate to hear that word eh lor.

End up Furama also don't have so we called friends to ask for help, but all no use one. The time is already 12.30 by then which means match started. Then, we walked to Swissotel and thought of trying to see if the lobby have not. Hanny then complained to not waste time but Louise went in still and TADAA!!!FINALLY A TV WITH EMPTY HALL AND COMFY COUCH. So, we three like happy kids rushed to the couch and sit there like our own house. After the match ended, the cleaner actually CHASED us away man...saying he needs to clean the area. DAMN IT.

As suggested after match we would go to a beach to slack. So, we walked like a few bus stops and till the one with malay cemetry and Hanny and me scared Louise. *Haha* damn funny...she immediately went to flag for taxi lucky there's none=.= so we took bus NR7 to Down Town East. OH OH!! there was once when we were all walking and i just warn Louise of cockroach in a monotone so she thought i was joking...then it took her a few secs to realize it's real and SCREAMED while running away. *HAHAHAHA* best part is Hanny imitated her man so damn funny...okay i shall not say more later kenna scold.

We ton-ed at Pasir Ris Park till morning 7plus and left for home. Saw many stars that nite after so many years, which was quite captivating. Didn't take pics so only words off to bed. BYEEEE

Cause all of the stars are fading away...

2008-10-04T20:13:00.003+08:00

Had a horrible headache yesterday that almost killed me...so went off to bed early to sleep. Today woke up then had pizza for lunch and dinner too, but mum cooked porridge too =D Had my cereal after so long okay only like few days of not eating it. It's just weird not eating it when i'm always eating it like everyday=)

Okay i go bathe my dog and prepare to go out=D

Over the line.

2008-10-04T19:47:00.003+08:00

When all the noises around you starts

to fade, and all you hear is your thoughts

that's when sadness steps in.

It comes without a sign and you're

under its spell.

2008-10-01T02:01:00.003+08:00

Lost.

Yeah that's the only word that can describe

how i feel. Not feeling here nor there,

don't know what i'm doing.

Life seems a total lost, just following

normal routine to let the day pass.

Take a step back, realizing actually i don't really

have a very close friend. Not close enough

to the extend where we share almost everything.

Sometimes, watching other's family so close,

really makes me envy them. When was the last

time we all sat and eat...i'm not really sure.

Being able to have things i want, may

seems like a damn good life huh?

I like wondering around the streets or just

chilling at some corner. The feeling of having people

around you, to let you know you're not alone.

Set your sight further and you'll see how beautiful

your world could be. Happiness won't come knocking

your door, you've got to earn it.

2008-09-24T22:24:00.003+08:00

Sometimes when one's fate ended, it cannot be regain.

No matter what changes are done, it'll never be

the same again.

There's no point forcing yourself to the changes

the feelings gone, long gone

what's left is only pure friendship.

The more you come, the more you will push

me away, causing more irritation to me.

Don't waste time on things that will not change anymore

do the changes for yourself,

and not for anyone else.

People like you for who you are, changing

to please them only make yourself look bad.

It could be me too, i might have changed

i may not be the same as before to you.

I see no point to looking back all the time,

it's time to move on.

We're getting old by the day, stopping down

won't help you get back what you've lost.

Maybe it's right that people don't treasure things

around them until it's lost.

Let us just stay this way, as friends

nothing more, nothing less.

2008-09-21T02:20:00.000+08:00

Will not be updating for awhile...

Feeling nothing.

2008-09-18T00:57:00.002+08:00

AAAHHHH...Wed fav day of all!! Why?? cause there's no sch!!! Woohoo~okay i'll just briefly say what i did today...old already get tired easily. Alrite...so i woke up at 2plus then went to meet mummy at IMM to do some grocery shopping=D but did not manage to get everything i wanted=( Okay then after that went home and out again to play golf...only to realize I FORGOT TO BRING MY GLOVES!! So...i tried playing without gloves and yess...got those watery blisters saddd~ Okay tml is Biochem i think die in class time BOOHOOHOO~ BYEEE~

I'll take them away from you.

2008-09-15T21:24:00.003+08:00

Today's chem lesson we made ice cream...how? all you had to do was pour a carton of milk into a bag and put it into another bag of ices with salt in it. In about 5mins time TADAA!!!here comes your ICE CREAM!=D well...it was lame though

I'm so tired that i did not go work cause got Amanda to take over mon is such a killer day...reached home ate cereal and i knock out already. Doofy tried to wake me up but no avail, so i woke up bout 20mins later. Now i'm watching the ohh soo boring mirrors, oh people you gotta watch Forgetting Sarah Marshall it's worth it=).

Post cereals are AWESOME!!*haha* got berries inside soo yummy and smells great.

Took some polaroids and here they are*whheee*

I can see it in you

2008-09-13T01:17:00.002+08:00

Class today was kinda stressful and yet tiny bit fun enough as Van is there to disturb me to the MAX!!! Whatever i do or say or anything concerns me she'll just shoot me=.= My team had only 2 guys and me damn pathetic man. So, most slide i had to do cause only three person what no choice.

Then my presentation was kinda SUK BIG TIME*haha* the faci totally don't get what i was saying, end up whole class laughing=.= after sch went to Clark Quay with some E56B-ians...ate at Manhattan then off to drink at Clinic(ex sia). I had a feel of sitting on the wheel chair nth cool bout it...shall go to Nectare for delicacies the following weeks.

I'm tired already...off to sleep.

Cause i care.

2008-09-12T01:09:00.004+08:00

Wed i have no sch so on Tues nite i went to my cousin's house and stay, as it's my cousin's wedding on Wed. Then, i was asked to take pic for him so i had to be there damn early therefore, i had to stay over. During the stay over we chatted and took pictures many of them are r-tard ones, and it's soo bored that i used msn there. We slept at around morning 3plus and had to wake like 6plus but dragged till 7plus. I was late!!=\ so had to chiong out of the house with the guys to fetch the bride.

The dinner was normal nothing much special so i had no appetite, as it was WAY too BORING. My cousin looked like a kid in his attire*haha* okay i very tiredd from typing so here's pics.

Aunt & Groom(cousin)

The Bros

The Sis

The couple

Bouquet of roses

The cute little flower kids.

.The End.

2008-09-08T23:45:00.002+08:00

Class today was live-able*haha* as my Chem 2 faci is my previous chem faci too~how cool is that total relaxation man!!!=D My team got two very hardworking and other two very noisy and crazy, they made lesson today funny enough for me=) Went to level 5 to disturb people as usual then back to class emo=.= Today, no one to chat online cause someone sick then i got no chatting buddy*hahaha*

After school, i went to work and i prayed that either there will be only slping patients if not the busy till i no time do mixtures. Yeah thanks to my stupid mouth, the clinic is soo filled with patients i busy till want die. Soooo tired already still must work like crazy shit. Oh well...went home got a new movie cool shit man but sorry kids you're too young to watch it=)

Tml have to slp damn early then wake up damn damn early and rush to Ang Mo Kio on Wed morning. Wed is my cousin's wedding day so i'm taking pics hope he pay me cash to take pics by sacrificing my slp lor!!! Kaes i go slp boring and my pp faci suk;|

Kidnap my heart.

2008-09-06T21:34:00.005+08:00

Fri sch was okay had to combine team as some of the people did not come to sch(smart lor), the faci is like pissing me off man.

Guess i'm just unlucky*haha* i replied Ky's msn chat and got caught so BOO~

got said in front of the whole class*grumps* Oh well...not first time msn-ed in front of a faci=D

Thurs after sch people in E56B went off first*haha*

and i was left alone boohoo~ then on fri first break,they come down and OPENED

my class door and shouted my name.

Yes!!!damn pai seh lar!! and i was discussing the worksheet some more=.=

Anyway...thanks you guys^^once is enough already*haha*

After sch i walk back with the people and took a longer way to town to meet Hy, as Ky complain that i won't be able to take train with her.

Bullcrap one lor she...when the other side come chase me away=.= still i took the longer way back to Je and green line to town.

While waiting for Hy to end work i sat at the fountain in Suntec doing my homework through my hp.

Then off to walking around to search for new top and shoes for the upcoming wedding on Wed.

So, i went to Far East's Left Foot and tried on the shoes which i always thought

that it is too big for me since it's size 8!and yess...STUPID

US size 8 damn it not UK!!argh~so the colour that i want DIDN'T HAVE MY SIZE!;(

So, i walked to Paragon, Heeren, and lastly to The Cathay

after walking to so many Adidas and Second Left Foot finally have it but it was in size UK8 so i tried it and okay and IT'S MINE!!!

YAY!!it's mine*wahaha* now i'm short of a top.

Later part of the day J and Hy came to my house to

drink we all had 3 glasses of Smirnoff vodka and sprite

and around 4plus Hy is down*haha* weak lar he. Next, me and J continued

had Chivas lime with sprite then it's already reaching 6 and i'm down

freaking tired man. Before drinking we had Campbell soup with bread*yummy*

Yeah then it was 6plus J went home quietly leaving Hy on my sofa=.=

and i went to bed in my room after don't know more than 6mths of isolating it.

Today woke up at 7plus nite time don't know which son of a b**** kept on calling

my house then don't talk pissed my mum till volcano exploded then i bath my dog and now i'm msn-ing while tv-ing.

B.Y.E

Perseverance.

2008-09-04T01:38:00.002+08:00

AAAHHH!!!! damn it it's SCH time again and what's worst is that i'm in a WHOLE NEW CLASS WITH A WHOLE NEW BUNCH OF FACES;| !#$%^%$#@ i hate it i HATE it!!!...now thinking of it makes me feel like puking like SERIOUSLY i losing appetite already. Tml i'll just show my usual black face but BLACKER than usual i guess. *sigh*...oh well not first time anyway tml go find ppl and grumble my way. GOD!!!PLEASE BLESS MY CLASS WILL BE SOO FRENLY LIKE PREVIOUSLY THEN I NO NEED TO ACT ACT TO MAKE FRENS=D *amen*

Alrite...stomach's staging it's unhappiness, so off i go as everyone's a sleeeppp~

If only I'm not me...

2008-09-01T01:17:00.002+08:00

Sun...woke up in the morning to go work as usual how BORING!!! okay...then after work stayed home watched movies then bout 3plus i went out to meet Hy and Terence. So, when i was bout to reach Clementi i msged hy end up...he's late for an hour lor. Then, blah blah off to Suntec's IT fair to buy my 1tb hard disk. So, walked around and yes reluctantly bought it at a high price=(( 219bucks...ohh well...

After Suntec off to Vivo to buy hy's stuffs along the way at city link got the Nike Human Racers, they are everywhere RED RED ones. Then one very irritating yet funny thing happened. As i was carrying my heavy and big hard disk around to different shops, the alarm rang so at every shops i have to wait to let them check. Till hy and Terence dare not walk near me*hahaha* so stupid lor the only place that did not have the alarm sounded is Cheers=.=

Okay...tired already nite nite readers=)

Stranger, you captivated my eyes:|

2008-08-28T23:54:00.002+08:00

Alrite...so today woke up at 10plus in the morning to get ready and out to meet Godma at IMM. It's the first time of all the meetings we had I WAS EARLIER THAN HER!! Yeah...so we went to secret recipe to eat and i had Grilled Chicken Set, well...it's not bad but my stomach turn off cause i long time no eat so early already then suddenly eat in the morning then uneasy. So after that she gave me money as usual to spend=D, then off to Joel's house to pick up my wallet that i forgot and off home.

Slacked at home...till 6plus off to work as usual boring nothing much. Then Gie told me something very funny...if you want to know tell me!!xD J!!i think you would like to know one confirm damn funny*hahaa*

Okay...tml is my pri sch mates bbq held by Mr Chow and yes...i'm not going cause i got my own bbq plus steamboat with poly mates!! Besides...i have no mood to go out too hehs~time to do my PP again hope tml have FUN!!!=D

It's never what you expected it to be.

2008-08-27T02:52:00.002+08:00

Kaes...here again fine! have to update so that someone can read something=.= been doing my pp obediently yet lazily in the wee hours usually and good enough it's working on me by doing my report at 2plus in the morning. This is the only time where there are no distractions for me and i'm more focus too =D.

So...yesterday morning which was Tues's morning i watched a very very boring soccer match after so long you know. Yes...it's my erm...favourite i guess??Man United yeah...no more Beckham bit no point watching. Oh well...still got Ronaldo=) too bad yesterday he did not play as he's injured and Ryan Giggs too...don't know he die go where=.= yeah so the game started at 3am was watching it while chatting on msn with monster*haha* stupid Hanny got tv to see, we only got internet ones;| Okay...so the rookies played like shit as in seriously shit!! One big problem is the opposition side no people there so idiots kicked the ball there but wow!!no one there to receieve!=.= Tell me how to score!!i watch also piss man...then all get ball pass to Lorney(Rooney) then he like one man show bo bian must kick to score. Poor man no one to help...Alex siao already.

Then...when we're all so bored of the game and the ball is reaching opposition side smart man the internet tv black screen!! I'm like WA LAO!!!climax then like that so faster on my tv watch the pathetic mini screen and saw the GOAL!!!yeah...bit turned off. Oh well...no money people are like that hahaha...so end up game ended at 5am and the score freaking 1-0 yes!!Man U 1 and Portsmouth one big egg~.~ total boredom game.

Alright i shall go back to PP-ing yawns...yay!!!fri steamboat and bbq!!WWWHHHEEE~ long enough already not?=D

2008-08-26T01:13:00.003+08:00

Okay i'm here to update a bit since SOMEONE complaint that i didn't blog=.= so...recently i no mood to go out already. Don't ask me why no mood, i just don't have mood so that's it. So, practically i stay home whole day then go off for work and in the wee hours i do my PP. After some pushing i finally managed to do half of it man!! Okay nothing to write liao lar can now? i've updated =D MONSTER!!

So, the pictures will be on last two Sunday ago where we celebrated Algie and Alfie's birthday and they're my cousines=) babies are there too how adorable!!

This is Caley =D

This is his elder bro Calap xD

Due to boredom this is what came out of them. Right Algie-> Benita -> Hu Yue

The birthday girl(Algie) and man(Alfie).

2008-08-21T21:46:00.004+08:00

Pictures

The guys though er...some missing i think
Most of the girls
Ohhh~the 'sexy' leo
They trying hard not to laugh.
Woah~muscular prinkle man

The pizza hunger!!

Never will be the last outing=)

The sweet sweet 'couple'=D

Okay someone is trying to overthrow me when she can't*haha*

The unsuccessful dim sum day where only me, ky, adele and saretta go only.

Hohoho...people reading mag lar*LOL*

Ky trying to act like ah lian

This is around 5-6plus

This is during 7plus fast rite?

2008-08-18T16:37:00.003+08:00

Prata day.
A deal, ky, me and Hema
My artistic shot.
Carl's Junior*yums*
Strawberry magarita

Sprite with ahh...Sky vodka

The couple J and Wendi.

Us...

Buai ya for rDNA.

Fg...why you 'touch my(your) body'<-mariah carey song*lol*

Continue next post=)

2008-08-11T18:18:00.003+08:00

Isn't it weird how someone can fall so stupidly for someone knowing that it's SO not worth it, yet still wait like an idiot? Sometimes, people thinks being faithful is a good thing, well...for me i think that being too faithful isn't a good thing at all. *haha*

Some people will know the reason why i said this=.= Maybe it's just my curiosity and yearn for companion that lead to most of my own unhappiness i guess...

But what can i do when the other party leads me on too, giving me the wrong intentions? I just merely follow what my heart wants.

Yes, time will heal all wounds still wounds can be reopened and hurts even more.

I'm not someone who will persist on unless rejected.

Guess things turn out this way is no longer reversible, the hurt is done, the friendship is gone. Maybe it's just my stupidity...

cause you were never my cup of tea anyway.

Be glad that i am still such good friends with you despite all the past we had.

Don't expect so much from me, your just a friend now nothing more.

I have my own problems too, maybe it's time for you to grow

and stop relying so much on others for help.

You can do it if you're persistent, no point complaining.

I'll be there for you but not all the time, there are still others

who too needs my care and help.

Time is ticking away from me, i need more rest.

There are too many things i didn't get to do.

Work tied me down, school's never good besides the companies.

I'm wasting my life on nothing but having little fun through drinking.

I want my rest...tired

B.Y.E

2008-08-08T21:47:00.001+08:00

WENDY ASK ME PUT ONE!!!

The craziest thing I have done for love is (WASTE MY MONEY)

Catch Wall-E in cinemas from 28 August 2008 (ORIGINATOR BLOG:http://dancingbells.blogspot.com/)

2008-08-04T23:32:00.003+08:00

WOOO!!!no more UTs anymore but sad thing is changing class soon damn it i don't want lar!!!;| tml is anatomy soooo...we're skipping class to go have prata in the morning know at where?UPPER THOMSON ROAD YESSS...craziness~ Mouise very silly man she ate her Ruffles's cedar chips then i just jokingly say leave some for me since it's my favourite, guess what she really did and she kept it in the fridge like i said*LOL*. Then she said she's hungry so i said just eat the whole pack don't need keep for me...then she said too late already in the fridge WTH can!! Her actions so damn fast~

Last sat went out at 5plus to meet Wendi(jj's gf), jj, hy, joel and terence. Went to Swensen's to have dinner as it's me and jj's turn to treat hy=.= So...after eating all went separate ways left the first three and me. Then we don't know what to do in town so we went to Holland V to drink and chill~ We went to Cold Rock to eat ice cream it's niceee and i saw BEN and my classmate BEN. Oh...jj bought roses half dead ones for fun so we gave one stalk to Ben and he put it outside that attracted many customers xD After which we went to Indo Chine to drink cause all don't want baleh kampong so yeah played heart attack(FUN sia) the drinks only 2 glasses lor cause they closing...We walked to this bus stop when the bus came three caucasians used BB guns to shoot us but sadly none hit us BOO!!!;] We bus-ed to Clark Quay it was then the excitement of the nite started...Wendi's hp dropped in the bus so we all panicked but calmly settled the prob for more details ask me.

We all slacked at the Central outside till 6plus for train to start and i reached home at 7plus and left home after changing of clothes to where? to my sis's house of course why?? cause we're heading to the ZOO!!!*hehe* free one why don't go so yeah walked round snip snapped and to Tiong Bahru and mrt-ed home. Pics next time too tired...tml cannot late ky will KILL ME!!!byeee~

Will you be my corona and lime=)

2008-07-27T16:35:00.004+08:00

The EMPTY home club=.=

Jj's coke+42 below vodka(honey flavour)

Sprite + 42below vodka(honey flavour sucks)

The chops cute man~

OMG~masked man!!!

The unknown masked man!!;|

Okay tired and lazy to eleaborate just finished playing bball with Joel, JJ and HY.

B.Y.E

2008-07-24T00:01:00.006+08:00

Yay!!today class ended superb early man=D only got like three teams and faci is having sore throat, so she's VOICELESS!! Ohh...and for once Adele and Kylie didn't come together the class was soooo damn silent for ONCE! Okay...i'm tiredd so i'll try update some pictures.

The condo we went to, nice/gorgeous?

LOOK!!Saretta looks just like my monster shirt=)

Ggrrrr~

Rachael, Mouise(haha), Adele

Mouise no lar her name is Louise*hehe*

Ben the one in green, is pissed that adele keeps coming into the pictures*LOL*

Yazid and you know already hor

Purple is Hema who always tie hair for these two ladies...you should seriously charge them.

The raw fish balls eating dare=\

The honey-ed fish balls, okay practically EVERYTHING is honey-ed=.= except otahs.

This guy is Leo my gay sis;D don't he look like one?*haha*

HAHA!!niceeee

Alicia, Michelle(jing jiat guai lan & Hanny's gf) and Saretta

Fg, Cheng Tong and Hanny(Zhi Han)

The couple of E56B =] Cheng Tong & Zhao Yan

Bimbotic pose...nice one Kylie damn BIMBOTIC!! you've got potential.

Alrite let's end with the big group pic x)

Your holding me back without even trying to.

The End

2008-07-20T20:46:00.002+08:00

OKAYYY...just a brief update about the past few missing days that i didn't blog(boring and lazy to do it). So, as per normal i go to school and after school i go work if not the meet Ho Yue*haha* he's pathetic that's all i can say. Didn't really study for UTs anymore no motivations or strength to just pure plain laziness zoom into me!!=D

Sat, went over to Kylie's friend(Patrina...think i spelt wrong=\)'s house which is a condo that isn't really like those we see got those TALL TALL long building exactly like HDB only more high-class. That condo is short short one...that looks more like hmmm...i can't think of what to fill in=.= Alrite...so we, as in E56B(half) ppl had a bbq there well the place there is nice but i think kinda sad to stay there open window all you see is NEIGHBOURS no privacy i tell you*HAHAHA*. It was kinda unlucky as it's a raining day that's why i think God let the previous person who booked the pit to be unsuccessful huh? well...nvm there were fun and erm...awkwardness. We bbq-ed till 11pm then went off home everyone go separated ways then it was HOME time~

Today...woke up went to work=(( got this girl i think she's mentally disabled?? she today disturbed plus irritate gie and me more than usual. She's kinda lucky i don't anyhow go BOOM!! explode and get angry with her. So yeah ended work, went to meet HY and JJ my two 'sis' =) then walked around JP made HY buy a Goldlion top for his work. Loitered around then off to my house to chill and bout 5plus off to play bball. I only throw a few shots where mostly doesn't even touch the freaking rim. Well...old, lousy and right arm got something wrong already no choice.

Let these memories be forever within me.

2008-07-12T22:18:00.006+08:00

Hilton's cheese cakessss: blueberry, american, oreo and walnut.
Got caught eating=.=
Those who skipped Scottz's lesson: Adele(back), Saretta, Rachael
Not to forget another one on the right: Kylie
Cer look!!you got another buddy who looks like the fish!!!*HAHA*The ruggers that were at Siloso for a mini match=)
The two 'gays' in our class that entertains us;D Ben with cig and Leo.Okay notice the BLUE thing(forgot what's it called=.=) that Kylie is lying on. EVERYONE ON THAT DAY IS SNATCHING FOR IT TO SLEEP ON IT!! Ben you brought that and make everyone wants to sleep on it lar!!*haha*
This picture depicts Zhi Han(the one legged man) trying to kick Jabez(Pok Hong)'s head...but i took the picture as if ZH lost a leg=.=Alrite this picture shows three of them in water why? simple reason cause the guys on that day THREW everyone single girl except Rach into the water!!! OH!! white is Saretta, then one legged Zhi Han and his DARLING Michelle x]HAHA Leo got sand boobs which he is trying to lick and a empty fruit juice bottle as his dick.Apparently the guys there can't resist temptation especially ZHI HAN!!!=\
WOW~nice body Leo got pacs some moreee seh~ anyway isn't something amiss?xDThese are the people from E56B who went to Sentosa and one more Rach's bf which is the camera man;]
Hello~this is lamb and mary*HAHAHA* all these pictures are taken with Kylie's camera as my ohh soo precious DIED on mee!!!DAMN IT.Ohhh...here a picture of Rach and her bf i don't know his name:]

The End

sigh...

2008-07-09T23:20:00.002+08:00

Alrite...life is very boring and sort of busy with school and being lazy all the time. I've been going to school as usual and being late as always...*haha* okay~ i've been going to school alone now well...we didn't quarrel just that i feel it's better?? i don't know why but i think it make no difference anyway even if we meet?? We don't talk much on the way to school we just listen to our own songs, sometimes or should i say rarely then we will joke around.

Okay...i can't really think much about the past few weeks or months. All i can remember is on a certain day i met up with byatch Cer to go shop but well as usual*haha* we end up only eating cause SHE'S LATE AGAIN!!!;(

So, last fri i skipped class and went out with Kylie(mandy), Adele(lamb), Rachael(rach), Saretta. We were supposed to meet at 2pm but well all late erm...should i say the first 2 ladies and me are the late ones=\ Yapps...so we went to Hilton hotel for what?*hehe* not for anything bad but just the CHEESECAKES~ it's not bad we had many flavours blueberry, walnut, american and oreo. Then we went to Starbucks to chill while eating cakes yes...the ladies above ate it like it's heavenly food. Yeah...as we have UT in the later part of day so we all chiong to call cab but end up taking 2 cabs and rushed to class laughing all the way=)

Sat i went to Sentosa with my classmates well not all but at least got 10 people. Had loads of fun and tanned a little too, had a little Chivas with awful mango juice which have end result of YUCKS!! okay..tiredd byeee pictures some other day.=D

When you look me in the eyes...

2008-06-29T21:31:00.002+08:00

Okay currently i'm at my cousin's house didn't study for my UTs recently...i'm just lost from everything already. Maybe i just need some peace or fun??seriously i'm not happy with myself cause i lost the hardworking and motivation feeling once again=( This made me dropped in my grades though.

Babies are just ohhh sooo damn ass CUTEEE=D they changed a lot and bit temperamental but still i love carrying them they're like PANDAs cuteness=) Time passes by so quickly looking back at their old pictures i'm like WOW~they've grown so much now!! I'm getting older too yet i'm still not sensible enough?? I spend money as and when i want to whoever, which i guess many wouldn't do or find it a DUMB thing to do?

Oh well...for the pass two weeks i've been drinking from Bacardi to currently Chivas=.= J i think i'm going to be alcoholic again!!!=\ nvm...'sis bastch' coming back we can all drink together not i solo drink already=) Kaes...maybe i shall try shedding more FATs and save more MONEY?

I hope i'll be able to let go.

=((((

2008-06-24T22:24:00.002+08:00

Sigh~...don't even know why i'm feeling so sad. As usual i guess??stupid brain, stupid mood. Shall stay focus on my studies since nothing interest me anymore no here nor there msn is just plain bore~

Listening to songs drown myself in my own emo world*lol*suddenly don't feel like playing anymore but wanting to be serious yet i'm so lazy to=.=

Kinda disappointed with myself...after the moronic two weeks hols i'm back to the useless self.

My grades are dropping, i'm feeling all drained out.

Feelings gone and reappear

life's like shit

B.Y.E

2008-06-18T00:18:00.001+08:00

It's gonna hurts when it heals too.

Expired pics...

2008-06-13T21:14:00.004+08:00

Read the sign kids.
OMG~ fatttt chin!!Haha...my water advertisement pic*lol* okay irritated that most pics can't be uploaded so i'll end here.

ouch~

2008-06-07T15:07:00.002+08:00

Legs feeling achy, stomach feeling unwell...today my 'sis' is having a competition at Far East Plaza*haha* what kind of competition??nothing big but just a radio-control car competition. I miss my car too it's with him for ages already lol~ Maybe i might go take a look at him later and see if he won, which i think NO*haha* hope he wins lucky draw thought i think the rate for him is very low too. Damn stomach is not like usual, kills my mood of going to see the cars racing=((

Let's talk about ytd which is a friday, okay i met ben zhu, xin yi and dog(hui lin) at je mrt platform then off to our destination ECP!! Okay we reached there and ate our lunch at Mac first and rented our bikes and off cycling as far as possible which is further than E=.= cause we got 3 hrs of ride then we felt tiredd and saw a eating place so we rode back and extend our time to go back the eating place as it's too FAR from the bike rental shop.

So, we rode from the rental shop to about the yacht club there then back to the rental shop which is at area C*haha* our legs, butt and hands are aching and i saw this water sports called CABLE SKII so i wanted to try but none of them wanted=(( oh well...i'll try it with 'sis' next time maybe with Ho Yue too. We then rode to area B but not to A cause i told them there's nothing much there and very dirty. Dirty as in many rubbish not spiritually okayyy~

We settled our dinner at don't know the name is what place. By the end of the day we're all having sore butts, legs and some hands=) which causes me to sleep unwell ytd nite. Okay many pics happy see-ing. Okay cannot upload pics again DAMN IT!!
Maybe the truth ain't that scary after all...

mmm...

2008-06-05T01:32:00.003+08:00

Aaahhh~holidays are just so boring when i have to work in the night and noon i only wake like LATE noon reaching evening=.= supposed to do my PP in the noon end up i'm only doing it at night and just started it like TODAY!!!wth~ ytd 'sis' came over*lol* cs again boring but that's the only thing to keep us entertained beside the ohhh soo craazzzyyy OREO(dog).

Yeah...so we cs-ed awhile then cannot anymore probably due to my oh so freakingly olddd internet plan haha that causes us to be unable to play with each other*BORING* sooo...i suddenly thought of SOUTHPARK!!!*LOL* well...so we yahoo and sis got a blog for southpark one then we watched this ep bout the fat fat character(i don't know his name) singing and got shocked. It's seriously damn lame and funny then next was no internet then stan's dad(horny perv) wants to watch porn soo badlyy he sneaked and manage to get the internet and erm...BOOM himself and the comp with semens and sperms*HAHA* should go watch man!!

This fri i'm going ECP to ride bike most probably whole day=.= tml shall go cut hair since today hair-stylist not working. Hope tml i can wake up early and drag myself to cut my stupid horrible hair~!!!=)soo fast one week of hols going to end and SHIT i haven studied my FTT and UTs=.=WHYYYYY!!!!simple reason shall not say.

Okay i forgot to mentioned that i FINALLY GOT MY SUBWAY CARD!!and when i got it i forgot to use it=.=but then i realise lucky i didn't use it cause there states any items got 10% off EXCEPT MEALS!!soo...'SIS' PLSSS DON'T SAY I TOOT CAUSE CANNOT USE TOO ;PThe rest are overdued pics=)The CUTEST caley=)Annoying OREO!!!
Maybe i should just let it go and not think about it.

2008-05-31T01:27:00.004+08:00

HOORAY!!!IT'S HOLIDAY!!!*haha*okay today had rDNA module and it's OMG hard i'm like lost in lost world;\ well i'll be uploading some over due pic like the bacteria that my team cultured and Oreo, which is a dog of a friend of my dad.

A moment ago, i was chatting with Fahr and we were talking about the new spicy nuggets in Mac, then my mum called beforehand so i just said i want fries and as expected, my mum bought the spicy nuggets like how i told Fahr.

I applied for Subway member card and it has arrived*yay!!* got my pay yesterday it was so freaking little man no even $200 saddd=(( nvm...SG sale is here time to spend spend SPENDDD!!=D Okay...tml i'm going to town to buy my havaianas with jj that's if he replies my msg that ass!!! WHO'S FREE TO ACCOMPANY GO TOSHIBA AT KALLANG THERE i need repair laptop!!!Alrite...here's the pics~*blogspot is being an ass so next time*
With heart shaped bruises and late night kisses...

2008-05-24T18:53:00.002+08:00

I feel as if I have lost myself completely to be someone I shouldn't be or trying to be.

It feels like I'm living someone else's life instead of my own.

I used to be easily contended with things around me,

not wanting more but just liking how things is.

The laughters no longer comes from the inside but merely a sound.

I feel so tired with things around me,

it seems like every single thing is eating up my energy,

making me left with nothing more but exhaustion.

So many things I want to say yet

I can't find the right words to describe it.

Happiness don't linger around for long,

it just stays for a moment and it's gone.

People who are important to me isn't that close to me.

The harder I try to get close,

the more fear is being imposed to them.

Maybe keeping a distance is the best way.

So many things weighing on my mind,

feeling so lost and stress.

Unable to find the serenity

and comfort.

Things aren't the same anymore.

B.Y.E

!@#$%@

2008-05-24T00:04:00.003+08:00

Had chem UT today well...hope i pass*haha* and another UT grade is out i got B+ yay!!!I intended to do the same exercise i did ytd that causes me to have ACHES everywhere*haha*...now i cannot pull my hand back and thanks to someone in the morning keep pinching me and smacking me=.=

Got some pictures on sentosa outing day, not so nice though.You can't hit me with a toy hammerrrr=D

Sometimes, i don't know why i'll be overwhelmed with sadness or just feel damn demoralized. I guess i no longer know what i'm doing anymore but just live my life as the day passes by.
Little things make ppl smile, i would do those little things to see them smile=)

WTF??!!?

2008-05-22T20:15:00.003+08:00

Okay i'm here cause of a very very ridiculous bastard and confirm 100% plus chopssss that this person IS F**KING DESPO!!!!well...here is how it all happens just today and main thing is I DON'T KNOW HIM!!!

So, i went to friendster today and saw a new msg yes and i went to look and it's someone name XIAOJUN(ohhh so damn innocent f**king name huh??) well...i thought is a girl cause sounds girlish you know and XIAOJUN sent me a smiley and said hi! so i was okay i shall reply and ask if i know him in any way~then when i reached home i saw his reply and he said he's 20M so he asked me then i was like okay play along lar so i replied 18f. Guess what?!?!THE NEXT REPLY HE ASKED DO YOU DO SEX? I'M LIKE WTFFFFF MANNNN~ and yes i was damn piss and said F**K OFF.

Then he replied very unhappily and rudely lar saying what you can go f**k with your bf or maybe you did and if i were to f**k you i'll make sure you're my gf so i can always f**k you for free! COME ON LAR...DUDE YOU'RE 20YRS OLD YET YOUR THINKING IS WORST THAN A BLOODY 13YR OLD KID CAN!??!and i think he mistook me for my fren??*haha* so he thinks that cer the girl in my frenster is 'me' and ME is cer's bf??SERIOUSLYYY GUYS ARE YOU THAT DAMN F**KING DESPERATE TO POKE YOUR DICK INTO A FRIGGING HOLE?!!?

Ohhh well...then last msg i sent to him was to ask him go find someone to f**k him since he's so despo go find someone as despo as him he replied but i can't remember lar not worth wasting my brain memory=) SOOO GIRLSS OUT THERE BEWAREEE OF PERVERT LIKE XIAOJUN WITH A PICTURE OF L(from death note) YES!!!HE'S THE BIG BIG DESPORADO THAT WANTS TO GO AROUND POKING PPL AND I DAMN DAMN HOPE HE KENNA AIDS+HIV+HERPS+STDs =D So...you see he'll suffer damn freaking bad no more poking of ppl for him best this yr he kenna!!!*I CURSE YOU* XD okay off to study chem UT after exercising i feel sooo jellyyy ohhhh~
If being truthful will leads to what i fear i rather lie my way through...

boo!!

2008-05-20T15:11:00.003+08:00

Sat woke up at 9plus to get ready for sentosa then off to jurong interchange to meet ben zhu and the rest while waiting for Candice to arrive~ On the way there we suddenly thought of having Mac for breakfast but shit thing is that we did not bring the coupons!!!So we decide to just eat without the use of coupons but guess what?!?!IT'S 11AM AND MACs BREAKFAST IS OVERRRR AWW~!@#$%$#@*haha* I was kinda disappointed to wake up so early yet no Macs, so we went to IMM to have SUBWAY!!!and bloody hell it cost me $8*sobs* they're getting more and more expensiveee yet so nice!!!

So at 12plus we went off just me, ben zhu, and xin yi to sentosa and i wasn't able to meet up Claire to pass her my phone to Kylie as she have left for UWC. So we reached Vivo and the crowd there is like OHHH MYYYY GODDDD!!!so damn long man~ we went there and only ME want to get tan so end up i tanning with myself while they were camwhoring=.= pictures are still not with me yet as ben zhu haven sent plus my cam is with ryan the slow snail.

Sun i went to cousin's house and played with babies like after soooo longgg man=D ate frog porridge for dinner and shark's fin fro supper.

Mon which was ytd went to topman-s and pull and bear to get clothes and now i'm damn brokeeee as i also bought a tee from N.U.M on sat but don't know why i spent like $170 on that day*=O* going to work later then study again boringgg hols come to meeeee;D
I doubt i'll have one in anytime.

health

2008-05-14T21:40:00.002+08:00

It's been sometime since i blogged*haha* i got a lot of UTs coming lately next week got 2 more again. Well, mainly every week also have mannn...so me being stupidest in class must work very hard to study so i won't do so badly like i did already=(( My first UTs results are out chem i did badly like C+ but unexpectly my rDNA got B!!!!i'm overjoyed mann*awwweesommeee* familiar ar this word*haha* Class's great i'm slowly getting use to their pace and trying my best to catch up=)

I think i seriously think like too much? When i have free time i would go read up on things about diseases or illness and understand the symptoms and the causes of it too. So, i read about brain cancer or something got to do with the brain and one of the symptoms is having headaches and something else but i can't remember. Yes, you people might all guessed it that i did thought that i might have brain cancer*haha*. Maybe i'm nuts or something i don't know but i tend to think too deeply. Then recently, my fingers suddenly moved by itself like what the science term called 'tremors' so i went to read up on that and it has something to do with the nerve? So, ytd night i asked Doc if it's normal that my fingers move on its own and yes he says it's okay unless it my whole arm*haha* and he make a small joke.

Guess life is like that?we tend to think too much when we're free and worry-less at times...then we'll be very itchy minded to go think of the unnecessary things to make us sad or emo. Okay...tired i'm off
Lying is never the best solution.

2008-05-07T23:31:00.002+08:00

YAY!!!4 UTs have passed now left with just one more Anatomy and Physiology...have not yet studied for it though=\ anyway...i think i'm just gonna flunk my UTs*hee* and er...i'm ALWAYAS LATEEEE=(( I got up early but still lateee sad...

Actually i'm kinda happy or contended with myself as now i got like mostly Bs, last time it was mostly like Cs??XD don't ask me why no As okay!!!i just can't get it with my stupid brain when all my classmates are like GENIUS?!?!big pressure okay to just catch up with them nono...more like just to understand what the problem is about.

My class got this girl name Ili(rapist) first thing i have to say is SHE IS A BIG BIG PERVERTIC RAPIST!!!!=\ I'M SCAREEEEEDD...*haha*well i'll not go into details bout what she did. Hmmm...i know something she likes to hug me=.=i don't know why she said i'm very nice to hug*LOL* well...i did not hugged anyone before except my granny and no one else. Everyday i'm studying about DNA!DNA!!RNA!!!CHEM!!!!and finally something bout human body. OH OH!!!i'm a Subway member!!!yay~got to know how to apply it through adele(bamboo). Alright shall go study for anatomy and soon my FTT before i book for test. B.Y.E
If only drinking could make me forget...